Sucks.

I'm having a shitty time. I can't seem to find a way to be happy. Maybe it's the rainy NW weather. Maybe it's that I hate the coercion of the Christmas holiday, feeling obligated to participate in everyone else's ideas of what you're "supposed" to do during this time of year. Maybe it's that my dad's an asshole and I can't seem to stop thinking about that. Or that the people I really want to sit down and commiserate with are .... not the kind of people you can do that with. I dunno. I'm lost, and sad, and angry. Halp?

So, in the mean time, here's a picture. Make of it what you will (and find the details on its flickr page).